Basically, I was bought up in a catholic household. I went to a christian playgroup, catholic primary school and catholic high school. Towards the last 2/3 years in high school I started to look back into conspiracy theories, my brother showed all the 9/11 stuff when I was in like yer 8 but I really didn't understand it too much, I was too busy chasing girls or buying a quarter with Andy. But yeh, towards my last 2 years I started back up on it and to be honest I wish I didn't. All this conspiracy stuff has fucked my head up. A lot. I started to look into it all again because I didn't feel "God" was there for me. I had wasted years of my life praying to something, or someone, that was not there. To me, religion was just not working for me. Its just a fix. The catholic church takes in more money than any other corporation or industry in the world. Isn't that a bit worrying? Think about it this way, "God" is all knowing, all powerful, all seeing, all loving etc etc but for some reason he just can't handle money? And amazingly, religion has actually convinced people that there is a man living in the sky that watches everything you do, and he has a set of 10 rules he wants you to follow, and if you dont follow these rules you will go to hell and burn and rot and suffer.... BUT HE LOVES YOU! LOL!
Another thing that pisses me off about religion and catholics etc is that they DO NOT listen to any one else. The catholic and christian religion is FORCED upon you. You have no choice basically, I'm sure most of you have seen those people in town offering you the love of the lord and how he will save you and how he offers redemtion? Well I'll use an example that happened to me a few weeks ago. I was walking through town and some guy was handing shitty booklets about Jesus out. He offered me one and i politely refused. The next thing I heard was "IF YOU DIE TONIGHT WHERE WILL YOU GO" I was SOOO offended and fucking pissed off. What if little kids were around? It was alright though, Tom called him a cunt and told him to fuck off. Basically what I'm trying to say is, I think religion is a VERY scary thing. Its like fucking Hitler. He used fear as his method in controlling people, and thats exactly what the religious insititions of the world are doing. I find it VERY hard for me to rant over the internet like this. I need a proper debate with somebody, or conversation or whatever.
What I'm trying to say is, religion was not for me. Well... It was. But after reading into the other side of the story, my belief system was destroyed. I was a mess for months, and at 13/14. Thats not good. I use to stay up all night reading these theories, which now, make sense to me. I now have my own belief system which I am 100% happy with. Obviously there is things I do not understand and things I do not want to understand but I am happy. And nobody has the right to try and criticize me. Another reason why I'm not fond of religion. I seem to rant on about it alot. But I would never get angry with a person who is christian or whatever. Its not my place to say anything. If they are happy then they should be. It is only when they would try and force shit on me and tell me I am wrong, that I would kick off.
I'm not sure if this is making sense. To me or to anyone. But if you got this far. Thank you.
Everything I have read from reptilian blood lines ruling the earth to the end of the world to the corruption of government, all makes sense to me and all links in together. Seems crazy but if you have a chat with me I would gladly go into as much detail as I can.
But right now, I've realised negativity is not the way forward and from negativity comes more negativity. Every feeling has a frequencie. Sounds crazy but its another theory I have read and it makes sense to me. HATE has its own frequencie. So the more you hate the more of that frequencie you give off into the world and into the atmosphere. Therefore there is more chance you are likely to recieve more hate and negative. And its exactly the same for LOVE. If you give off love and positive frequencies, you are more likely to recieve that freqeuncie. This is why I try and stay positive. At the end of the day, maybe the saying "Be the change you wish to see in the world", sums it up? I'm not sure. It makes sense to me. In a world of hate, it doesnt need any more, so i try not to get too worked up and so i stay happy. Maybe thats another reason I stopped listening to "Metal" Music? That and I find most of it today, REALLY SHITE! Annotations of an Autopsy, Trigger the Bloodshed, Dreaming in Oceans, Eternal Lord etc. Really talentless. Anyway, I wont go off the point and bitch about metal.
After I decided to stop reading up on the negative side of the world, and how shit everything is, I burried my head in stand ( exactly what "they" want us to do) but I couldnt help it. I was too scared and I have a very large family. The last thing I wanted to think about was how shit everything was and how everything is going down hill. I started to look into ancient civiliastions after reading about how a reptillian race came down from the stars and interbred with humans and formed cross breeds, which still control the world today in the form of presidents, priministors, bank owners etc etc. But I got really into Egypt. I know its not the place where it all started but it amazes me. The pyramids really. How they were NOT BUILT BY HUMANS. But from a race from another planet. Some say it was the reptillian race, known as the Annunaki and they came down to give us new technology and share their knowledge with us, others says it was "the watchers" or "the greys". Those who monitor the planet and the human race and our development. Either way, its AMAZING.
I have countless hours of reading material, and documentaries about the great pyramids which i cant put into words so if you want to have a chat, let me know!
Some facts about why the pyramids were not built by men;
- Modern structures today sink into the ground at LEAST 4 inches. The great pyramids have sunk but 0.9 of an inch into the ground. One theorie is they were built on top of one the very peaks of one of the tallest underground mountains in the world. You tell me, do you think that however many 1000s of years ago, man had the technology and knowledge to pin point an exact point of an underground mountain. Nah.
- There is two points in the world where underground plates alighn to point to TRUE NORTH. One of them is in the middle of the atlantic ocean and the other is where the pyramids are. They line up to true north.
- I could go on but I'm getting VERY TIRED!
Anyway, I'm sure I will carry on with this at some point later tonight or tomorrow or whatever.
If you read this far THANK YOU. I think you might know me a little better. I dont want to come across as "fucked up" or "weird" because im really not lol KNOWLEDGE IS POWER. Thats anotehr reason i feel i need to leave Wrexham. Most people are clueless sheep. They have no ambition or drive in life. Its the same. Born, School, Work, Die. Thats not for me. AND IT WILL NOT EVER BE LIKE THAT.
I dont know if I should say sorry if i scared anyone, or if they think less of me. Nah. I'm not sorry if you think less of me or think im weird. If so, your VERY small minded and I dont think i would like to accociate myself with you to put it bluntly. Only when you TRULEY know me you can call me weird.
Im glad if this has interested anyone or made people think. Having a think about everything is always sweet.
YOU STAY CLASSY SAN DIEGO!
Seb
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